This song is in G, the same note with which we started “Small Theories”.
I recently re-discovered a quote from one of my biggest musical influences, John Coltrane, in the “Giant Steps” album mentioned last time: “I'm worried that sometimes what I'm doing sounds like just academic exercises, and I'm trying more and more to make it sound prettier.” I'm certainly not Coltrane, but strangely I could relate to this. These songs have been, and continue to be, experimental, but if they really are music, I believe they should be musical. Not just a collection of notes, but a song.
I used to look out my window every night before going to sleep. Rather than being the same, each day was different; it is always changing. Music, in this way, is the same. Every time a piece is performed, it is played differently. When we are first learning a song, we play it one way, and may struggle through, but the more we play it, the more familiar we become with it, and the easier it is to express.
This is a song of hope. I was playing my guitar one night, trying to comfort myself in the midst of a situation I knew would somehow get better, and this is what came out. It was originally down a half-step, but I moved it up. Sometimes the only thing you can do is play; the only note you bring, is music that must come from somewhere inside. I played this for a few years before I was finally able to transcribe it.
Manuel Obregón, musician and Minister of Culture and Youth of Costa Rica, a country with no military, said in an interview: “Todo el arte debe ser popular, no tiene sentido hacer arte para uno mismo. Yo creo mucho en que el arte tiene que abarcar a los sectores más amplios de las sociedades. Cuanta mayor calidad tenga la cultura que le llegue a las personas mejor es su calidad de vida, mejor es su concepción de lo que le rodea y mejor se relacionan con los demás. Muchos de los problemas nacionales se pueden resolver con cultura y educación.” (http://www.manuelobregon.com/noticias/2010-05-25.php)
I roughly translate this as “All art should be popular, it doesn't make sense to make art for oneself. I believe that art has to embrace the widest sectors of society. The higher the quality the culture has that reaches the people, the better their quality of life, the better their conception of what surrounds them and the better they relate with others. Many national problems can be resolved with culture and education.”
When I read this, I began thinking more about why I began composing, and have continued working with these songs. They may not be popular in the sense of a trend enjoyed by many, but they are what I have to offer, and that is why I am sharing them here. This has been a very personal, perhaps introspective, project, but is it also meant to be shared? What would music, or any art, be if it were not shared?
What if we can't hear music? What might we experience instead? The great Helen Keller, a pacifist like myself, stated: “When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.” Even if we can not immediately see – or hear, there is always more to the view.
Here is a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCnrVJXzaS4
Here is a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCnrVJXzaS4







